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back after 3 years, but just to say drop by
Does anyone remember me? maybe some do, maybe some don't. Either way, it's been 3 years since my last journal post and I left my links and social media there. But in those years I changed my twitter and Instagram handle and also stopped using some of the stuff I put there. My phone got stolen in 2018 so I lost some accounts, still salty to this day.
I left saying that Deviantart was bad for my mental health, I was 16 at the time I wrote my last journal and it's crazy now that I just became 19 a few days ago. A lot of shit happened, but at the same time, I matured (kinda). I still consider myself a kid even though I'm almost an adult and that
hey
Deviantart is not healthy for my mental health so im going to leave, i'll most likely comeback when i want to because i still want to enjoy it like how i did back when i joined. You can contact me on other places if you want, I'll still be doing MMD but just not here.
- CONTACT ME -
contact me through my email: laggingpeanut@gmail.com
Also, regrading about art since it's still mine:
You may repost/reupload my picture(s) on other website WITH credit, but you may not repost/reupload my video(s) whatsoever.
I suppose that's all, goodbye.
Devious Journal Entry
hi guys, how have you all been doing? i hope you're all fine and healthy, as for me i am sick. i might die... lol jk i won't die, at least not yet.
i had a high fever yesterday morning, i checked to the doctor and my temperature was 38°C (that;s around 100°F for u 'muricans totallydidnotcheckgoogle). although the night before my temperature was higher than that even tho i didn't check, i could tell because it feels different i guess..? lol idk so im guessing the night before i my temperature was around 40°C or above
lmao i could have been dead honestly, high temperatures like that could actually kill people if not treated qui
hi
so i've been gathering my thoughts a bit
trying to relax and not stress too much but failing miserably at any possible moment, having a lots of mental breakdowns, being chased by deadlines and try to keep a positive vibe. I uh, been struggling with myself. I try not to make it a big deal but honestly it's not working.
I have exams starting tomorrow, my mind was in a state of panicking about school works and projects that I haven't done and thinking about all the stuff that I haven't studied. When I panic I stress over it too much that I can't do any work, it's something I sadly can't control yet. Now I'm just sitting here, not sure what I a
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//steals *w* gonna do this later
Stolen from watsdaeusername
I think i have done this before but i don't care
[x] Loaded a Model in MMD
[x] Loaded a Motion in MMD
[x] Made your own Motion data
[x] Used effects (MME) in MMD
[x] Loaded a Pose in MMD
[x] Made your own Pose data in MMD
[x] Made your own Camera data
[x] Uploaded a MMD picture online
[x] Uploaded a MMD video online
[x] Loaded a Stage in MMD
Total so far: 10
[x] Made your own MMD model edit
[x] Distributed an edited model online
[ ] Made an edit out of TDA Append Miku
[ ] Made an edit out of Lat Miku
[ ] Made an "Illegal" edit
[x] Traded a model
[x] Used a Windows 100%/MelonBooks model
[x] Edited a MMD picture in a graphic editing program
[ ] Made a FAKE ISAO Miku
[ ] Distributed an Illegal edit
Total so far: 15
[ ] Used the "Interpolation Curve"
[x] Know what the "Interpolation Curve" does
[ ] Merged 2 faces into one
[ ] Used MMM (MikuMikuMoving)
[ ] Rather use MMM then MMD
[x] Made a MMD wallpaper
[x] Use a MMD wallpaper on your desktop
[x] Use a MMD icon/avatar
[ ] Own a MMD site/blog
[x] Is a member of a MMD Facebook group
Total so far: 20
[x] Is a member of a MMD group on DA
[ ] Made a Cyber Model
[x] Made a recolor
[ ] Rigged a Game-Ripped Model
[x] Collect a certain kind of model (Windows 100/Hetalia/Touhou/Vocaloid etc)
[x] Spend at least 30 min with MMD/MMM/PMD editor every day
[x] Most of your pictures in your DA inbox are MMD related
[ ] Made a MOTME entry
[ ] Won a MOTME competition
[ ] Competed in the MOMI cup
Total so far: 25
[x] Know who Yu Higuchi is
[x] Have used Animasa Miku
[x] Have edited Animasa Miku
[ ] Made your own MMD meme
[x] Filled out someone elses MMD meme
[ ] Made a MMD Eye/Hair texture
[ ] Distributed a MMD Eye/Hair texture online
[ ] Made a .spa/.sph file
[ ] Made a MMD model from scratch in a 3D editing program
[ ] Made a stage from scratch in a 3D editing program
Total so far: 29
[ ] Converted a model/stage from a game (3DCG/Project Diva etc) to MMD
[x] Used parts ripped from 3DCG on an edit
[ ] Know what .pmd and .pmx stands for
[x] Know the effects "diffusion" and "AdultShader"
[x] Post at least a one MMD picture online every week
[x] Have made your own MMD persona/self-model
[x] Have made at least one of your OC's into a MMD model [ old ugly oc and edit ]
[x] Made an MMD picture with inspiration from a song or poem
[x] Own more then 5 GB of MMD related material (models, stages, effects etc) [ around 24 GB more ]
[x] Have changed your computer to japanese locale or use apploc
Total so far: 37
[x] Mostly use your DA account for MMD related art
[x] Have been doing MMD for at least a year
[ ] Know the story about Nanami and the western MMD community
[ ] Rather work with pmx editor then pmd editor
[ ] Have merged several different body parts to make your own base
[ ] Know how toons work
[/] You own every Windows 100% model that has been released
[x] You love TDA Miku append
[/] You know how to add facials/expressions to a model
[ ] You know how to add bones/physics and joints to a model
Total so far: 41
[x] Know who the EITC are
[x] Follow some MMD tumblrs
[ ] Have written to a japanese MMD model maker
[ ] Have gotten a reply from a japanese MMD model maker
[ ] Regularly visit Kio, Saboten, Kakomiki and Mamamas blogs
Total Score: 43
Take your total and divide it by 75... and then take that number and multiply it with 100
57.3% MMD'er...
cool ! I improve !